Monday Blues

It's a new weekday and another page in the history of my life. I tend to flashback some old movies that actually shows the calender being torn one sheet by one as the day moves on. I have been writing and pouring my thoughts as well as emotions into this blog for the past couple of months. My oh my, how time flies, it just felt like a couple of days ago that I initiated this blog.

In the next couple of months, I will be 36, wow! If I am lucky I would be halfway though my life! When I was still in the goverment schools, I always wanted to grow up faster but looking back retrospectively, I would now prefer to forever be in school, studying and without a care in this world. Back then, the only thing that I need to do was to study *ahem* as well as pouring my eyes on the female secondary school kids and get those grades that I wouldn't be a punching bag for. Lady luck as it seems was smiling on me then, I never did badly in any exams and hence never ever got socked even once by my parents. Maybe during that time I had inadvertantly prayed that whatever blessings I might have in my lifetime is to be spent there and then, which goes to say a lot about my present state now. Ah well it isn't so bad that I am suffering or something, just that I reckon whatever I touch and put my hands on with, it doesn't go smoothly as I want it to be. I bet all these boils down to timing as well as blessings. Right?

Okay, didn't actually want to write anything on my "hot" date that I had last Saturday night as I don't know how the other "party" might react. It was nice to meet up with someone with a diverse background, with different experiences and upbringing. I have the opinion that this is a very nice girl and heck it would be my pleasure to get to know her better. Anyway to cut a long story short we had some drinks in the Curve and it was kinda fun, talking and yakking like I always do. I for one, am someone who can turn on and turn off talking whichever way I want even if the other person is none receptive towards what I yak about. Maybe I am too talkative but at times it does work to break the ice, so to speak. Were there any sparks? Difficult to say although I would want to think it did, but hell I bet no one with a right frame of mind would think a meet up constitutes anything more, right?