29.6.2004
Today is Wednesday, the 29th June 2005, it will go down in my annals as one of the worst days of my practice. It's been 12 hours since I pull up the louvers of my clinic, till now, I have accumulated a measly $82! and only see maybe 3 patients! It is by far one of the worst collection to date, the numero uno goes to the day that I collected ziltch, zero, no money!
At this jucture I am in no doubt feeling aghast with what I have, or don't have, at my age of 35, I have no money, not doing well career wise, no other half, no one to love! How bad can my day get? I do wonder! But having gone through so much in life, I reckon this is but another test, I just hope that I would survive through all these.
I need to go back home on the afternoon to reinsert the catheter for my mother. As it is, she has inadvertently pull out the tube by herself. I wonder if the tube is actually irritating her and I had given her a course of antibiotics to cover any infections that may be habouring in it. I just hope what I am doing is in the best interest for my mum.
On a brighter note, someone that I was chatting with actually asked for my number and she called me. She sounds like a pretty nice person, and it was actually fun talking to her. I reckon it sort of take my mind out of my predicament. She is attached btw and it is just to get to know people. I reckon with this I might actually increase my circle of friends which at least helps for my emotional rehabilitation.
I am tired, feel so emotionally drained. I reckon the best thing that could happen to me is for me to drop everything and take a long deserved vacation. I know I have moral obligation to stay and make my practice work not to mention I have to stay back to take care of my mother.
At this jucture I am in no doubt feeling aghast with what I have, or don't have, at my age of 35, I have no money, not doing well career wise, no other half, no one to love! How bad can my day get? I do wonder! But having gone through so much in life, I reckon this is but another test, I just hope that I would survive through all these.
I need to go back home on the afternoon to reinsert the catheter for my mother. As it is, she has inadvertently pull out the tube by herself. I wonder if the tube is actually irritating her and I had given her a course of antibiotics to cover any infections that may be habouring in it. I just hope what I am doing is in the best interest for my mum.
On a brighter note, someone that I was chatting with actually asked for my number and she called me. She sounds like a pretty nice person, and it was actually fun talking to her. I reckon it sort of take my mind out of my predicament. She is attached btw and it is just to get to know people. I reckon with this I might actually increase my circle of friends which at least helps for my emotional rehabilitation.
I am tired, feel so emotionally drained. I reckon the best thing that could happen to me is for me to drop everything and take a long deserved vacation. I know I have moral obligation to stay and make my practice work not to mention I have to stay back to take care of my mother.
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