22.6.2005
Am back, today is a wednesday and it's 10.48 in the morning. I was early coming to work today and it's a refreshing change. I had a couple of beers the nite before and it sort of help me have some sleep. I am at least feeling a bit rested and not "wasted". Yeah I removed mum's foley's and will have to reinsert in the afternoon, meaning I have to make a trip back home to do that. She cannot PU without the tube.
Patient wise, not bad today, at least some resemblance of a clinic, I have seen a few patients and there is a couple of kids, effectively keeping my time occupied. If not I would languish and start thinking of last time. I think it's definately over, perhaps she has someone already by now, she smsed me yesterday and asked if I wanted the poster that she gave to me last time, it's a Spiderman II poster and it's really neat. She wanted it back if I don't want to keep it! How can someone say things like this? I reckon she sounded like an "indian" giver, which means asking for things that are given back. I am nuts to think that she is a nice girl! My people do change when it comes to things like this, is it really that love and hate is separated by a thin line? With an experience like this, I am more than ready to vouch for that.
It's been more than a week since a friend of mine came back for holidays. She will be home for a month, does any company gives it's new employee a month of leave? I think there is something sinister here, it has nothing to do with me but as always curiosity gets the better of me. I am begining to form an opinion that the females nowadays have different approach in live as well as in a relationship. The sanctity of being commited to someone has been fully abused and there is hardly any trust involved in a relationship anymore. Am I becoming sceptical? I am becoming more morbid when it comes to relationships. I know that and nothing at the moment can make me think otherwise. Hopefully when things are much better and I am feeling better with the things around me, this frightful opinion would change.
On a brighter note, this blog even if it's just a ramblings of mine actually do serves it's purpose of lightening my mood. I can type inccesantly of what comes into my mind without a care of the world and I think being anonymous and typing whatever that comes into mind actually is a therapy by itself. It's much better than taking whatever foul mood and lashing it towards your friends and loved ones, right? I appreciate the concept of a dairy even more now, perhaps with this I can make it into a daily affair. To tell you the truth I feel much better already.
I have been active in a real estate forum lately. I think it's time that I get involved and learning about investment rather than hiding behind a veil of medicine. I don't know anything beyond medicine and this in my honest opinion is pretty depressing. Hopefully with Real estate I would make my mark and money. I always thought that people need a lot of money in order to purchase high end properties but I couldn't be more wrong. It basically boils down to purchasing with loans and turning that into a positive cashflow but renting it out. Its a good formula but it needs practice by formulating one that best suits you. I was intially intriqued by the phrase making money when buying and not by selling but with some explanation I now fully understand that catch phrase. I am no expert by slowly and surely i would learn more about this. I had recently bought my first property and it's still under construction, It would be ready by mid 2007 and I am looking forward to staying on my own, am 34 and still with my family. wonder if i am one the few remaining ones until I read an article in the local dailies that claims that more and more mid thirties are staying with their family. I may not be the only unique one around!
Ah yeah, something happen in my home country yesterday, can u imagine someone stealing a baby from one of the local hospital? According to media reports, a new born baby has been stolen from right under the nurses noses in one of the northern hospitals and I find this shocking! whatever can people think of next? My feelings and sympathy goes with the family. I think the health minister should be held accountable. How can this despicable act happen in our society? Why have social decay happen?
Patient wise, not bad today, at least some resemblance of a clinic, I have seen a few patients and there is a couple of kids, effectively keeping my time occupied. If not I would languish and start thinking of last time. I think it's definately over, perhaps she has someone already by now, she smsed me yesterday and asked if I wanted the poster that she gave to me last time, it's a Spiderman II poster and it's really neat. She wanted it back if I don't want to keep it! How can someone say things like this? I reckon she sounded like an "indian" giver, which means asking for things that are given back. I am nuts to think that she is a nice girl! My people do change when it comes to things like this, is it really that love and hate is separated by a thin line? With an experience like this, I am more than ready to vouch for that.
It's been more than a week since a friend of mine came back for holidays. She will be home for a month, does any company gives it's new employee a month of leave? I think there is something sinister here, it has nothing to do with me but as always curiosity gets the better of me. I am begining to form an opinion that the females nowadays have different approach in live as well as in a relationship. The sanctity of being commited to someone has been fully abused and there is hardly any trust involved in a relationship anymore. Am I becoming sceptical? I am becoming more morbid when it comes to relationships. I know that and nothing at the moment can make me think otherwise. Hopefully when things are much better and I am feeling better with the things around me, this frightful opinion would change.
On a brighter note, this blog even if it's just a ramblings of mine actually do serves it's purpose of lightening my mood. I can type inccesantly of what comes into my mind without a care of the world and I think being anonymous and typing whatever that comes into mind actually is a therapy by itself. It's much better than taking whatever foul mood and lashing it towards your friends and loved ones, right? I appreciate the concept of a dairy even more now, perhaps with this I can make it into a daily affair. To tell you the truth I feel much better already.
I have been active in a real estate forum lately. I think it's time that I get involved and learning about investment rather than hiding behind a veil of medicine. I don't know anything beyond medicine and this in my honest opinion is pretty depressing. Hopefully with Real estate I would make my mark and money. I always thought that people need a lot of money in order to purchase high end properties but I couldn't be more wrong. It basically boils down to purchasing with loans and turning that into a positive cashflow but renting it out. Its a good formula but it needs practice by formulating one that best suits you. I was intially intriqued by the phrase making money when buying and not by selling but with some explanation I now fully understand that catch phrase. I am no expert by slowly and surely i would learn more about this. I had recently bought my first property and it's still under construction, It would be ready by mid 2007 and I am looking forward to staying on my own, am 34 and still with my family. wonder if i am one the few remaining ones until I read an article in the local dailies that claims that more and more mid thirties are staying with their family. I may not be the only unique one around!
Ah yeah, something happen in my home country yesterday, can u imagine someone stealing a baby from one of the local hospital? According to media reports, a new born baby has been stolen from right under the nurses noses in one of the northern hospitals and I find this shocking! whatever can people think of next? My feelings and sympathy goes with the family. I think the health minister should be held accountable. How can this despicable act happen in our society? Why have social decay happen?
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